It's a "you" thing....not a me thing....

Ya know....my last blog was pretty pissy.

So I will keep this short and simple.

To all of the "you's" in my last blog - that is where it should have stayed - not in my heart - and certainly not on my blog! BUT - within the "you"'s out there. That is your cross to bear and certainly not mine.

Even though my ego let's my feelings get hurt - I do have to remember that that is my ego getting in the WAY - and I truly need to let go of the "victim" role.

Bill and his friends have taught me that when my feelings get hurt by other people's judgements of me - especially when they are unjustified - and out of whatever is in their heart (perhaps anger - resentment - jealously - WHO KNOWS????)........

That is truly a "you" thing - not a "me" thing.

The only thing I can do is try to be the best person possible - live gracefully & peacefully - and most of all bite my tougue - even though I feel as though it might cut the inside of my mouth.

OK God - open eyes - open ears....open heart........tell me where to start!!!!!!